Sometimes you spill your heart

It's hard and you are there naked and afraid with your guard down....
The one you intend to notice your entire being typed into words doesn't notice....
So you mop it back up,
You vow not to do that again....
Maybe that's why we are warned to love ourselves so fully......
So it doesn't hurt if we aren't validated the way we want to be.
The way we ache to be....
The way we never were as kids ...
Living in our pain bodies.....
Wandering around loving everyone
Except ourselves....

Yeah that's why.....
It must be.